lonely ger

my day was pretty gd until the very last part whn i was about to go home...bcoz SOMEONE said three words to me .. felt so sad.. after hearing it .. i completely switched off .... maybe i care too much about wat ppl say to me .. but i would say .. i use to have fun with this person ~ shalln't explain futher juz wanan keep the gd memories... we had polo today n had great fun playing with this floating thingy ... but didnt manage to play for long... wanna thank jackson for teaching me paddle skills .. but end up me not going home with tingyi .. n well... i hope the paddle skills would be of gd use .. *hopefully* ...
i juz felt so darn lousy today ... esp the last part of the day .. i thought i could have ended it quite nicely .. until .... humph...
sometimes u juz feel lonely .no one to turn to ... cant really figure out who is there n who isnt..... aint i rite... i feel lost once again ~im at no where now.. neither here nor there which makes me wonder why ...