polo freak

my thoughts are scaring me .... i dream n think about polo ... man .. it juz doest sound rite ... wenqi+polo=interest? man ... i've nv liked polo .. but the feeling keeps lingering ard me .... a soft whisper kept haunting me .. polo... polo ... the itch to play a game juz allows me to wnan get into the pool... probly its all the tainings n all the stress about nat champz ... n of coz all the disgusting things ppl mention about our team .. to think tht he plays well in polo doesnt allow him to place such a ruthless judgement upon spct ger's team .. to think tht he has the guts to ask us to train with our enermy proves that he place no kind thoughts for us ...
i dun understand ... i dun c how ppl could put the blame on us for not improving liek the rest... one thing tht they had no rite to compair us with the other teams is tht we have no coach ... to think tht u jzu realised tht this team wont make it is juz too late... to think tht instead of helping .. u place discouraging words upon us ... u predicted tht we will fall even b4 we do ... how i wish we could prove ur words rong ... if only we could ... u built up an enermy to distroy ur very kind... even though u play well n i see tht u do .. but still u had right to place a judgement upon us... i appreciate our current coach ... running on free labour.. but sometimes i truly hope tht u could say htings tht encourage us ... nasty statements might spur us up to perform better .. but still warm gental words are always welcome and would be greatly accepted... i hope we will do well .. i truly do ... to prove others rongly .. to prove myself rong .. to prove my team rong .. to win back the glory our seinors did .. but i duno how to ... its not as if we dun train for polo ... we do .. but ... juz dun understand ...
went for polo the other day ... saw algene .. cherly .. ah wee... man ... memories of kallang flood my mind ... things i noe i could nv do again jzu came in ... i noe i could nv enter another race... i noe i can nv burst another stroke ... i noe i can nv paddle again .... if only things werent the same as b4 ....
heard of lots of things frm club ... felt like a mountain tortise ... if only i can turn back time ...