why

why do certain things take place? why?
was kinda disappointed in someone ... i was waiting for her ... i waited .. n waited .. n waited ... but she nv did appear...... guess i was used to it ba ... anyway .. a heard a shocking news...n well i think i have kinda forgiven my enermies ... but they arent really my enermies in the 1st place .. but i juz cant help it at times.... juz tht erm... well... properbly im more heck care .. like wat the heck attitude ..so it kinda passes me by... i think its gd sometimes to think tht way so as not to be sad ...

hang out with the junior gers yesterday for lunch .. man was it funny..and juz joking ard .. n cracking lame jokes ... . they really do keep me company even without the presence of my team mates ... but still im not part of them ...