i juz read grace blog... ha .. i mean i can really connect with how she feels straight away .. serious ... i duno .. but sometimes it really juz dun ring a bell to me tht hard work will pay off ... seriously speaking .. well... for all of that i told jun n grace to sometimes have the heck care feeling ... coz thinking about it too much wont change the reality of how ppl see things ... rite grace n jun... its easy to say prove them rong ... but its hard to do .. it isnt within our own abilities... ive tried soo soo hard tht im tired in trying ... tired in proving .. juz let it be .. wat the heck .. lousy means lousy ... i was made to cheer .... not to fight...